I was living in a dream Full of hatred and pain Someone I thought I loved Was not really loving me For Who I am For Who I have become

Half a decade I have wasted For that someone who never knew My worth as a human being As someone who loved him deeply For who he is For what he became One common day he left me And told me we could never be As I expected the truth that lies Beneath the reality of what could have been For who would love me For exactly who I am

More so I realized countless things From the years that have passed My heart was truly weeping My soul undeniably hurting For making myself believe That he would offer his love for me Realization came pouring in That the person I loved not only tainted me But hauled me down so low To the depths of despair For who am I to see Blinded by the word love?

My total being was scorched By the soreness of regret Bit by bit I lamented My soul was tormented For the disgust that I felt For the shadow that overpowered me.

As I went on with my new life I take in for questioning Stupid things I have done Where have I gone wrong? For the love of you I thought For the love of me I sought Hence, I did not expect Someone came along so swiftly A good friend I found in him That I promised to keep For the emotions he has shown me For everything that he has taught me

I began to become conscious Of the love my good friend made known Although my wits said no My heart wanted to struggle For I cannot love anymore, I say For feeling that my heart was worn-out

In the shortest of time I have seen The sincerity of my good friend He made me feel blissful Delighted with my presence For the time being I forgot pain For the moment I relieved my hearts twinge I could not deem myself falling So quickly after all the pain My heart was longing for him My good friend, I have certainly fallen For the reason that he is everything I have wished for my special someone to be

I was bound to let go Of the word love long ago But I knew I will never know If I keep on preventing my heart to see For I cannot conceal the glow from my eyes Whenever you are near my lips just smile

The magical moment came and you asked me If ever I could love again And you said could it be me? Out of the blue my mouth blurted out For my heart would continue loving For as long as I breathe

Every pain and suffering That I have experienced Have fallen into pieces I was hurt and tormented to be prepared For I will love again For I will love him